I thought that this idea would’ve been fun to write, it comes from a personal experience. I also thought of this WAY too early in the morning… So enjoy:
When I saw him for the first time, I didn’t even give him a second glance. He didn’t talk and just seemed to be there. But as time went on he became more prominent in my life. He was funny, and he was cute.
On the other hand that was the summer of heartbreak and anorexia, why would this guy want a girl like that?
Who would want to take a…
Everyone is a mosaic piece of art.
Each piece from a different person, place, and experience.
Even a picture for example is a mosaic, in it’s own different way. Every pixel creating a masterpiece.
There’s a trend going around Tik Tok about people being mosaics and it’s such a beautiful trend. The problem is, I’m a talker and would want more than just one minute to tell people about myself. So here I go:
I eat my Oreos by stacking two of them together cream side together so it’s extra cream in the cookie, because my mom always did.
Before you ever fall in love, you seem to grab little things that you want in your relationship. As you get older those ideals become more realistic.
Like for example, when I was a little girl, I thought a prince would take me away and sweep me off my feet. He would take me on his horse and we would run away together and live this fantasy life.
Obviously not what happens on the usual, and that ideal changed when I was in about third or fourth grade, when I realized what I actually wanted was just to marry myself…
One day I woke up, as the sun gleamed on my face through the curtains I had tried so hard to blackout. With no luck of falling back to sleep, I got up and opened the curtains.
Paradise was just a walk away, the beach, the sun, the people laughing…
Paradise was a walk away.
I slowly walked to my kitchen where I proceeded to make myself coffee, so I could sit by the window in the sun. I could watch the people as they continued throughout their day.
Today is an adventure for everyone, including me.
Was this going…
Within my nineteen years of existence, I’ve seen people live their lives, and what they say they can or cannot do. I have grown up around a lot of those people, which has lead me to have a very bad mindset.
There are things that I can rationally do, but I tell myself that I can’t do it because everyone does it.
“I can’t break up with them, because they love me.”
“I can’t because it’s too hard.”
“I can’t because I don’t know how.”
The truth is you can, you just don’t know how to do it effectively.
If I were to die tomorrow, I would do a couple last things. I would wake up early to see my last sunrise, have one last cup of coffee. Relax all morning because I could. If I was supposed to work that day, I would. One last day of work, one last time of seeing my coworkers.
I would have my last couple of calls to a couple of my friends, I would spend a night with my boyfriend and my parents. …
Throughout my life I’ve heard so many times, “Your body is perfect.” or “You should love the body you were given.” Not only did those words make me feel worse about myself, they also rattled around in my brain, a lot. I hated how I looked, I wasn’t confident at all, and I didn’t feel like I could start now. I called myself “fat” on a daily basis because I wasn’t as small as the other girls, so that had to mean I was “fat” which isn’t true at all.
I felt as if I needed to love what I…
One of the hardest parts about love is when you have to leave it because it’s not progressing anywhere. Or even when they hurt you so much, that you know it’s time to go. With that comes a lot of hurt and pain that kind of just sticks with you.
Getting over someone isn’t some easy job, and depending on who you are it can take months, or years. …
On my last birthday I realized I was actually growing up. I wasn’t a kid anymore, I was an actual adult. I have a job, I’m in a relationship, and I actually pay for my own things now. I’m growing up. I recently told my boyfriend because of COVID, I’ve only had 4 months of being eighteen and now I’m just turning nineteen. I still feel like that, I don’t feel 100% nineteen. Even this last Christmas just felt like another day, except I was getting presents and eating better food with very few family members.
That’s a hard pill…
Love is something that I’ve never had a hard time feeling and giving. I tend to give out a little too much love for what I receive from people. When I fall in love, I fall hard and fast. Which seems to be the case for a lot of people. Within this year, I finally realized something: Falling in love is so scary.
I never really knew how scary it was until I was actually in a relationship when it happened.
Before that it was all pretty easy because the person was far away and out of reach, because they…